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just why can’t i sleep?

Why can’t I still sleep well at night? It’s been almost a week now since that terrifying incident had happened and I tried not to think so much about it but still it is causing me terrible sleepless nights. Well, not unless I sleep with my nieces at moms which I did the other night but whenever I do in my room all I find is myself awake, restless and can’t doze. :(

I do intentionally stay up late doing things online until I get tired but each time I lay myself in bed to rest, I suddenly feel alive and it’s been like this for days…grrrr!

So tonight I plan on sleeping again at moms. May the soul of that poor young boy rest in peace!

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soon again

I miss my daughters today. They’re all I want to be with and no one else but them right at this very moment.  Sadly there are just things that we can’t change sometimes. Well soon again my sweethearts. I miss you both so dearly!

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until then

It’s been half fun and half sad Sunday… fun because I’ve bonded with my cousins for few hours today and sad because as usual I can’t seems to get some things right. No matter how I try to explain I am still at fault. Big or small a simple conversations always have to end up with an argument… with me at the wrong side of course…  like the usual.  But so be it! One day I will just get numb and can’t feel no more.

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gloomy day

We literally had a gloomy weather when I woke up this morning plus the shooting incident that took place just a leap away from our house’s fence and wasted a life of a young school boy made the surroundings even more cloudy and dark.

The boy was on his way to attend Friday classes when the gunman on a trike stopped on his way and quickly shoot him twice on his head that caused his sudden death. Despite the alleged crime he committed I still don’t understand what gives people the right to take life of others in such a dreadful manner.

Well, the damage has been done. Just I wish we didn’t have to witness such a horrible scene that made us all anxious all through out the day.

unfortunate soul

The last weekend has got me into such a busy mode with my cousin’s wedding so I apologize for the lack of updates. And when it comes to occasions like this a day can never be enough especially if you are to spend it with distant relatives whom you rarely see and celebrate some family occasions with.

Just as I started tinkering my keyboard for a post (that was yesterday) the power went out that took about an hour to come back and when it did guess what… well believe it or not but it’s my internet connection this time that’s gone for almost 24 hours.

Imagine! I must be the most unfortunate soul all through out those times. But I didn’t let it bug me much. Instead of whining I just went straight back to bed and took advantage of the time where my body can savor its much needed rest.

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